Sita Turns Back Again and Again
Bala Kanda, Doha 234
Doha 234 · Movement 2 of 2
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Deer, birds, trees, and flowering branches give Sita innocent reasons to turn. Each new object becomes a pretext for another glance toward the place where Ram remains.
Again and again she looks back at Raghuvir. Distance begins to grow between them, but sight crosses it, gathering the dark form once more before the garden closes.
Her love deepens with every return and does not diminish in the slightest. Departure does not weaken the first darshan. It presses the image inward, turning each backward glance into another line written upon memory.
Every deer and tree becomes Sita's excuse to turn once more toward Ram.
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Gita Press code81 undated · PDF pages 230, 231 · printed pages 228, 229. Reader passage: bala-kanda-doha-235. Printed numbering may differ.
Source facts
- Full source doha234: SITA uses pretext SEEING DEER, BIRDS AND TREES; turns AGAIN AND AGAIN, repeatedly gazes RAGHUBIRA'S BEAUTY; LOVE GROWS NOT A LITTLE / VERY GREATLY, not merely never declines.
- Direct surrounding source Sita sees brothers/holds Ramaimageheart, remembers father's bowvow, companionsdrawheraway promisingreturn tomorrow; no source exactspecies/counts or new dialogue quotation.
- One representative backward glance, full repeated-action/source retained inmetadata not full temporal/biological certificate; Rama/companions offcrop not denied. Literal deerbirdtrees here not Sita's earlier fawnsimile/transformation.
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- Actual established canonical Sita D230 face warmgoldenwheatbrown slenderoval delicate nose brown almond eyes blacksidepartlowhair rustcoralgoldedge sari/veil coveredblouse WHITEearflowercluster pearlstrand redbindi hoops bangles; artisticyoungnarrativephase no numericage or historicalportrait certificate, not anonymousD229companion.
- Actual 1humanhead2connectedownarms2distincthands ownchest/coveredwaist. Head looks viewerRIGHT/ownLEFT relative to nearlyfrontal body as representative turn, normalneck no completebodyturn or full chronology certificate; lowerlegsfeet outcrop.
- Actual ONEsmallbrownDEER RIGHTbackground and ONEsmallbrown-grayBIRD perchedRIGHTleafbough; deer normalprofile with three clearlegs and fourth lessdistinct/occluded no four-visiblelegs/hooves certificate, bird foldedwings/perchfeet smalldetails unverified. Species/counts/sizes/venue artist. MutedE17 creamochreoliveagedpaperwash leafytrees flowerbranches distantivorypavilion no ornateframe.
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देखन मिस मृग बिहग तरु फिरइ बहोरि बहोरि। निरखि निरखि रघुबीर छबि बाढ़इ प्रीति न थोरि।। 234।।
On the pretext of looking at deer, birds, and trees, she turns back again and again. Gazing and gazing at Raghuvira's beauty, her love grows ever deeper, never diminishing in the slightest.