When That Moment is Gone, It Is Gone - 8th August 2016

The silence is there. So the silence is what? Silence is like the Ram dress. What can be like that? Yes, you want to know that. Many times it can happen that I do that in love, like this. You do that in the street, we will just pass me, this will casually secret up in walk toward look. When you were driving the car, yeah, you were little, I know because I need to kill you and she should be wearing a deuce when you are muscular when you order. And then you remember, 'Papa, justification for me with the honey wake up.' Hmm. Because everything comes up just for you to see what you are possessing.

So let's look at this one. Everything comes out for me to see what I am. Okay, so now all of this everything is come on. What do we find ourselves to be? Just a seeing. There's only seeing. Actually, only seeing directly or omissions, yeah, that's the truth. Everything else is there is, you know, a story.

I was saying to you on Guru Purnima day, we lost the child living in us. The child in us. And everyone said, 'Grow up, grow up, be responsible, take it like a man.' Especially for the men, you have these kind of things. Then what happens is that instead of surrendering as children—and what happens with children? They come and complain to their parents and cry and say, 'This happened to me at school' and 'This teacher was bad to me' or 'These students, they bullied me.' It is released. It's not held on to, and they cannot hold a grudge.

What happens is that as you kept losing this innocence, you kept taking it on to ourselves. So then they became our conditioning, our ideas. And when you meet a Satguru, then we become like children again. And then there is too much like that to go in this communicative way. So it all comes out as one big mess of crying, laughter, tears, everything. So a childlike nature comes back when we meet our Master. Then if you become like children, then what happened, happened. It's gone now. You came here and you released it also. Now is it gone?

So this ability becomes not even an ability; this becomes more natural for us to surrender and not to pick it up. See, because the moment you came, I knew that something is bothering you because it was—if you were to replay the tape of just yourself, you will see that something was fighting for your attention. So it was like this: your eyes were literally like this, right? Because some of your attention started to come here and some of it is still going, replaying that—what happened, what he should have done, how, or whatever the past was. So attention was being distracted and I could see it in your eyes itself. That's why I waited for a couple of minutes so it could settle. And then as it started to settle, then something maybe came to say that, 'Okay, I am going to expose this' or just say it out loud.