Sharing Satsang - Isabella's Report - 15 May 2015

Oh, I have really a lot of physical reactions when I come near teachers. In the past two years that I've gone to see Mooji, I was so much love and what I want to be is near him, and then I go near him and I can barely... I can barely stand. I'll start to feel faint and my heart beats. And so, it's a little bit better with you right now, but I feel a lot of gratitude. Thank you so much for all that love that is just coming from you always.

At the moment, what I'm discovering most is the seeing of a very vicious mind that then comes to a very beautiful, positive mind—this kind of swing—and managing to stay in the neutral place. It is so amazing. After years of believing in both of them, it feels so unbelievably free. Not free from it, but comparing to where it was, and catching myself all the time when this mind comes in, just going into: what am I feeling right now? And is actually nothing happening? It's just this awareness. There's nothing happening. It's not real, either of them. And ah, it's so beautiful and it's so amazing, and I'm loving it so much.

Sorry, I'm not sure what's happening with the video. Kind of... is everyone else... no one is coming and their mic is not near too, that's why you hear me? Do you hear yourself? Yeah, more, much more love in my life right now, and I thank you.

Hey, good for sharing, my dear. So nice to hear you today. Thank you, thank you.

What's left? Thank you, Satsang. I love you, I love you.