Sharing Satsang - Bhagavati's Report - 15 May 2015

But what if he wants to come next? You can come in here.

Namaste, Father. Sorry, the sound's a little low, but it's this Buddhist center. I think I don't say... I feel like I can barely speak. I just wrote now and then just felt to speak. Everywhere I'm walking, I feel like you're inside looking out of these eyes. It's just all I can... this had our own is... I don't anything. And in 15 minutes, I've got to get this body together somehow. It's got to get me together and out the door, and I've got to go and lead this workshop at a school of unknowing that has no schedule and no program and no plan, no intention other than that we're just going to gather them. And if it wasn't this way with you looking out of these eyes and you carrying me on your shoulders wherever I'm going, it couldn't even happen. I don't know where I could be. I don't know where I am now. All I know is that I'm just like some grinning, wide-eyed deer all the time and I'm so happy. I mean, I'm there with my daughter each day via Skype and she says, 'How's your day?' and I'm just like, I can't even explain. Just like, just meet me off the train on Monday. And this Sangha of us, and the way I've been able to connect directly with this Sangha this last week, I just don't want it to end. I just... I said to them my last night, if I were to come and pick you up and we just travel around the world sitting in Satsang with our Sangha, would you come? And she says yes, because we've found somehow home is where Satsang is. Home is here in the Hangout right now. I feel like I live here with you in this... this is our family home. This is... thank you, just thank you. And if I just cry my way through this workshop today because I'm so happy and so grateful, then that just has to be.

That's the best way. Basically, go into the workshop of the unknowing. You have to go unknowing. If you knew something and went to the workshop, it would be no fun. None of it.

So much, you know. Sometimes I... before we actually met, I blamed this... there are some very serious Buddhist photographs of you on Facebook having a little bit... I hope you liked it because he said you'd like to do some broadcasts as well. And there was this little peer elected... it was so very grateful that you were open. Ah, I feel very lucky. They even let me in this Buddhist center, but they're all falling in love with you too. I must tell you, before my God, Father, yesterday I was with your message from... from the education program coordinator who had asked me about you because she asked me about Mooji. And I said, 'Well, I'm not exactly with Mooji now because I'm in love with my beloved Father.' And she asked would I share some links, and she watched some of your YouTubes, and then I just woke up to a message yesterday just saying, 'Wow, wow, wow, wow, you're so lucky.' And I'm like, their eyes saying she's lucky to... because she knows she's met you. And all she could ask was, 'Has he studied Buddhism?' and I said, 'No, he's the Buddha. No need to study anything. All we need to do is listen to you.' And it's all so clear. Even if I don't speak the same language, I would only have to look into your eyes and it would all be so clean. I feel like you've just completely detonated me. Completely. Just... Mooji said you'll get a grenade. Yeah, it's like that right now, right here. I'm just my Master's servant. This is my Master's service. Yes. And so, so crazy is this love. I'm going to be at my daughter's next week and I'm stretching around going, 'Where will there be Wi-Fi?' because I need to be in Satsang. Good fun. And they turn it off now. They used to be... feel so cruel. Now I'm being there with my daughter because she won't be there and she'll be able to join you inside. Would you leave? Yeah, I don't do that. Mooji, I won't say... yeah, this week, but something moves here so directly with you always. This... there's... oh, it was always this small space, big space, identified some distance with ecology. For some it comes from fear, from some it's contact, but with you, Father, it's just... he's doing all of this. Yeah, so he sent you because I needed you. I needed this form. You get this delivery. So even if God's delivery boy I am, it's only grateful for you and my head is bowed at your feet.

Very good definition of what I am. Yes, my Master's delivery boy.