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Ashtavakra Gita Ch. 10, Vs. 1-5 Commentary and Contemplation - 21st August 2017

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Ananta guides seekers to recognize that desire and the world arise together from a false sense of separation. He emphasizes that true non-attachment is realizing one's inherent nature as unchanging awareness, beyond the egoic dream.

Where there is desire, there is the world. In non-attachment, be free of desire and be happy.
You are one awareness itself. The universe is neither aware nor does it exist; even ignorance is unreal.
True renunciation is not depriving yourself; it is the dropping of false beliefs and the expansion into your magnificence.

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Ananta

So what I say is: give up desire, which is the enemy. Give up austerity, which is born of mischief, and good works. Being bitten, look upon friends, lands, wealth—all these wise gifts, all apparent good fortune—as a passing show, as a dream lasting three to five days, merely to fade. This is all apparent good fortune. Where there is desire, there is the world. Be firm in non-attachment, be free of desire, be happy.

Ananta

So let's look at verse three first, because then verse two will make more sense. He looked at this, isn't it? Then he says: where there is desire, there is the world. Be firm in non-attachment, be free of desire. What does it mean, 'when there is desire, there is the world'? Who remembers the two things I said? Remember the one thing? I remember anything I've ever said? The first thing I said was regarding how desire creates the world. It can be looked at in two ways.

Ananta

The first is the larger picture. We say that there must have been an urge, a desire, or a primal desire—a primal urge in awareness—to sense itself. This primal urge to experience itself as if it is something, to be addicted to something existent, leads to 'I am.' The minute 'I am' is there, there is the world. Except in the rare case of some meditation where there is 'I am' but there is no world, mostly when there is 'I am,' there is the world. So this primal urge, this primal desire at one level, let's call it this Leela, the creation of the world, can be considered to be the cause. Sage, I wanted to experience myself in this world in an existent way. I am. And then because I am, when I am manifesting myself, then that which is within me manifests. So therefore all colors, all shades have to manifest. There is actually no way around it. Just like white has to disperse into all the colors, the same way consciousness disperses into all its shades.

Ananta

If you could really understand this, you will get an insight about this. Then this question about why something else will happen in the world, or other things—why do good things happen to bad people, why do bad things happen to good people—the questions will start to reveal themselves from that insight, which will never make sense personally. But when we look from the perspective of existence, only then can this kind of make sense. What is revealing itself is that consciousness plays everything in all shades, in all poverty, even in all attributes. There is one deep consciousness. So, first, desire creates the world.

Ananta

The second is the desire which is part of the three 'D's—the three 'D's of a good quality desire into actions which we make up our so-called individual representation, our ego, our sense of identity. So only when this 'me'... what is the basis of this desire? It means that there must be some thing which is already not me, that I can desire. If it is already me, how can I desire it? Or if I am everything already, how is it possible for me to desire? So desire must come as a result of a belief that there is a separate me which is apart from some other object or some other creation, and I must have that, I want that. So then, which me and the world would exist, isn't it? If there ever could be appearance without dualities of me and others? Me and the world is inherently a duality which existence seems to play out.

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Ananta

So the creation of the world... if you have no desire, and even greater, if we have no sense that there is separation, there is not a world which is apart from myself. All is my own consciousness, my own being, our own existence. And there are no battles to fight, nothing to win or lose. We move naturally. There is no bondage or freedom. So then, looking from this perspective, then we can look at what he said above: look upon friends, lands, wealth, houses, wives, gifts, and all of that in good fortune as a passing show, as a dream lasting three to five days. Where there is desire, there is the world. Be firm in non-attachment, be free of desire, be happy.

Ananta

How to be firm in non-attachment? Be clear about what you are. All of these can be a bit tricky with either side. We're taking so much time over every word so that you can make it clear. Otherwise, there can be this idea that 'I must now be unattached.' We have to look a little carefully and make sure that the personalized, individualized 'me' is not sneaking into this revolution. Because as I say many times, in the highest of spiritual pointing, the highest of Advaita pointing, this can be a great defense system for the ego itself. This can then lead to the conclusion that 'I, Ananta, have to be unattached. I, as something personal, have to become unattached.' Okay, what is your true position? Come to your true position. What atman is, which is aware of its existence? How can that awareness be attached? To become unattached is actually the fruit of seeing that you already are unattached.

Ananta

If you hold back to the blue cat... the blue cat should not be attached to the milk. And if you believe yourself to be the blue cat all this time, then you will take that instruction from the perspective of the blue cat: 'Ah, I will not... it's completely me, but I will not be attached to the milk.' I'm not referring to the blue cat at all. I'm referring to that which is beyond attachment and detachment. So basically, everything is pointing us back to the two main things. In fact, the two main things in satsang: recognize what your reality is, see what your reality is; and secondly, don't buy into any stories that don't conform to your recognition of what you really are. Don't buy into any story which is not true, specifically what you mean by true about your reality. All the pointing of satsang, all the scriptures, are about this: self-recognition, dropping of the false conditioning. Both are ultimately the same as well.

Ananta

Be firm in non-attachment, be free of desire. I made it simple for you. This world belief, you can explore all this. It happens on a form. Bondage and desire are the same. This quiet desire and these things... we by detaching from the world... that one quality we like to tell a little beautifully in this writing is to add the word 'joyful.' Because the usual objection to not being attached to the world is that it can feel like 'I will have a very insipid, robotic life if I give up my attachment to the world.' When it can seem like my existence will become robotic, you become so clear. I can say that very strategically: hope or joy appears. Because no sage has ever reported that 'my experience has become so insipid or robotic.' In fact, if you come to the presence of the sage, you find yourself inexplicably in so much joy, so much peace. It tells you: how can you come from that which is itself so joyless and insipid?

Ananta

It is not the giving up, the renunciation which is usually understood by the mind, almost like you're depriving yourself of something. It is not that kind of renunciation. It is only the dropping of the false beliefs, the false identity that you picked up about yourself. And then it is not that you contract into this measly object; it is really an expansion which is... well, it's not even an expansion. You want any expansion that the mind can understand? A thing is outside of you, and yet you are not contained within the whole of everything. All right? In useless hope, things are outside of you, and yet even though everything which is appearing does not contain you, it is you which is not a container for you. It cannot hold you. That's what magnificence is. There's no doubt about yourself. You are wonderful indeed.

Ananta

Can you handle this wonder about yourself? Only if you don't try to contain you, if you don't try to make a limitation about yourself. Janaka is able to say, 'I am wonderful.' In the one adoration... hope it's not egoistic. I am never speaking personally. If he was talking about truth, I am always only talking about you. You are talking about yourself, and all the tools are like this. It's perfect. It probably is magnificent. One magnificent discovery of the size of a halo for it to be... no, maybe some great sugary just fulfilling for it to be lined up front more, just in the natural. And so what is already? You are one, two, three. You are one awareness itself. The universe is neither aware nor does it exist. Even ignorance is unreal. What is left to know?

Ananta

You are one awareness itself. The universe is neither aware nor does it exist. Even ignorance is unreal. What is left to know? The first part, 'you are one awareness itself,' is this the excitation from all the inquiries on being in satsang, from the contemplation on finding out who is that which is even my existence? This one. When you go to subject now, 'the universe is neither aware nor does it exist,' this is like saying that I am aware of the world. I am aware of sight. In all the succeeding sight, smell, it is all of this—it is not aware of me. You are aware. The dynamic aspect is what you are. This is what you want. You are awareness. Then, 'neither does it exist.' Why? Because he means now, neither is it here. Hearing what we according to his own definition, which is that it must be unchanging.

Ananta

What is your experience of the world? Sometimes the world exists, and sometimes the world is like that. And from this world and time, some bring word... okay, changing. So what is it which is unchanging? Because while everything is changing, this is the one constant. So when this does not exist, then we from that perspective... we have to be careful not to mess with the world itself, some just a verbal denial. Okay, I have to clarify the definition of existence for this reason. Otherwise, many might come to this point: 'Okay, there is no consciousness, there is no being.' All you favor, don't you like this verse to say that? To be free, even anything to even say the world does not exist, or the favor there is no being, can only be spoken from this perspective. But it will not... ultimate reality to be even being system is key for the absolute self is all coming in. God, I am saying as I am, and I am dissolving back into its own source.

Ananta

Ignorance is unreal. The country... which means that even this, from the definition of course, is coming and going. And so many times we say that even if you identify as if you are something personal, who identify as an ego for millions of lifetimes, it doesn't ultimately matter. The truth is unaffected, untouched by what never really happened. It can never really happen that this girl became real. The ego never was born. It's just a player function. If these guys are pencils or a mask, I'm sorry. All that you believe about ourselves, all that needs the beliefs we exist, is among... if not this yearly, it's a condition. This relies on your ideas about yourself.

Ananta

Suppose you lost the functioning of this ability to understand what the mind is saying. So if somebody should make a movie like that—somebody wakes up one day and they wake up on time ago and forget a mind, and it starts speaking Aramaic or some other way... procession. Would you not exist? Of course, your outward appearance might seem very strange to most others who've come for sale. What about the half-word of papers? What is fundamentally changed for your reality? Has something changed? The switch in your mind, and it became a different language.

The Thread Continues

These satsangs touch the same silence.